March 21, 1987
it is I, Jesus; Vassula, will you train, beloved? discerning Me with your mind? 1 Vassula, look at Me;
have You placed Your hands on the desk?
Now You’ve crossed Your arms?
Now You’ve lifted one arm and Your hand reached Your cheek and Your forefinger on Your cheek, the other arm stayed where it is? Like You are thinking?
correct! I am emphasising My presence; Vassula, look at Me;
(You have a book? which You took out from Your mantle from the left side with Your right hand?)
I have a book;
(It’s not very big.)
exactly, you are discerning well, Vassula; look inside and read what it says;
(I try, but I am not very good at it.)
My altar is you;
I can’t Jesus, I can’t figure out the rest!
try again, My altar upon which I will…
(I can’t see. I think I’m reading wrong!)
little one, what would you do without Me? you must elevate more your soul to Me; Vassula, I will help you; leave yourself entirely to Me, never be discouraged; I will come back with My book later on;
(I did feel discouraged, believing I disappointed Him for not raising high enough my soul. I went as far as to think He will exchange me for another soul. That His patience has limits!)
Vassula, you must never ever believe that I will exchange you; will you believe Me? come, we will try next time; try and discern Me more with your mind as you did now; Vassula, let your entire being penetrate in Me and dissolve within Me; completely;
love Me and amend for others; elevate, I will teach you to elevate your soul; let us go;