March 19, 1987
I am here; it is I, Jesus;
Vassula, elevate yourself to Me; I want you to be perfect; delight Me and become perfect; are you willing to be perfect?
(I was speechless.)
I want you to be; I am asking you, Vassula;
But Lord, to be perfect is quite impossible. As I am, to be close to being good is already something for me.
Vassula, I will teach you to be perfect; I tell you truly that it is not impossible, but you must let Me mould you; abandon yourself completely to Me and I will form you into what I desire you to be;
Jesus I don’t think I can ever be. I’m difficult to mould, it will be like trying to mould a rock.
Vassula, ah Vassula, do you not trust Me? I am God and I can mould even the rocks into any shape I want; do you know why I have chosen you?
here is still one more reason; I chose you because you are weak, and your weakness charms Me; child, come and feel My Heart, My Heart desires to be loved; come and feel My Heart with your mind; Vassula, are you ready? feel Me;
(I was petrified.)
grieve Me not, come and feel Me; you are not feeling Me; 1
No, I have not felt you; I had not the courage to do it.
will you tell me your problem?
It’s getting worse now.
(I felt embarrassed because I felt so unworthy.)
My embarrassment. I feel embarrassed to face You.
Vassula, why? grieve Me not and tell Me your problem;
I felt embarrassed to touch Your Heart. It’s like I saw myself as a leper coming to touch someone whole. who am I to approach You!
every time you feel embarrassed I love you more; 2 daughter, since we are united for eternity and you are Mine, I will allow Myself to penetrate deep inside your heart; marrying Me glorifies Me and purifies you; we are united;
Yes Lord, but look to what You are united!
I love you, come and lean on Me now; Vassula, feel My Heart;
(I felt His Heart, which was very warm, and palpitating with the desire to be loved.)
you need not feel embarrassed feeling My Heart, I am Your God who asks you this; allow Me to use you like I wish; allow Me to kiss you;
(I got suspicious, thinking it’s evil trying to make me fall in sin.)
I am the Lord Jesus Christ; do not fear;
(I was still careful. Even though I had not felt evil around, still I was suspicious.)
do not fear;
(I could not ‘free’ myself, again this ‘leper’ feeling came on me. I did not move.)
do you know how much I love you?
Yes I do, Jesus.
why then do you refuse My kiss? 3
Because I’m not worthy of a kiss from You.
Vassula, have I not told you before not to refuse Me anything? and what have you answered Me?
That I’ll never refuse You anything.
Yes, why then refuse My kiss; Vassula, never refuse Me; if I ask you something it is out of love, allow Me to kiss you, allow Me to do it! will you let Me now? come to Me and feel My kiss, a heavenly kiss on your forehead, are you ready? 4
I love you;