December 10, 1986
daughter, be near Me; I am God the Almighty; glorify Me by awakening My children; tell them to read My Word, tell them to read My Call to you and to them;
Ah… I want to obey You but I tremble in my bones from their reaction. Then they might get scared.
alarming them, you mean; speak to them and do not be afraid of anyone;
My Lord, I don’t know how to handle all this. I don’t know even how to speak, I’ve never done these things before. Can’t You put in my heart and in my mouth Your words?
It is not, My Lord, that I don’t want, but I simply don’t know how to speak.
I know, depend fully on Me; I will place the right words on your lips and I shall fill your heart with My own words; I am fully aware of your capacity; courage, daughter;
December 14, 1986
I am willing to follow You and be whatever You wish me to be because I love you, Lord. So I will cling on Your robes and even if my feet do not go forward, drag me then. I might have moments of weakness but I really want You to take me where You want me to go. I’m telling You all this now when I feel strong right now. Overlook my weakness in Your Compassion. I’m asking You this now, O Lord. This is my contract with You, Jesus Christ.
I heard you, child; I, Jesus, heard you, beloved; 1 live in peace, you need not worry since I am your Teacher; from Me you will learn everything; behold, the Morning Star is soon to be seen; rejoice! I am soon with you all;
blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God;
Is this actually happening? Is this really all happening, that each time You speak I hear You? Yet Your Name was given to me, is it really happening?
it is; 2 I am here;
Is it really You?
it is; I, Jesus, am here;
O Lord, please open their hearts that they may receive You. 3
(This came out of my mouth more as a lament than a prayer.)
are they ready to receive Me?
I don’t know but surely You can help them to be ready, and to understand?
I will help them; wait and you shall see; be watchful, Vassula; for I am soon with you; I love you;