October 26, 1986

peace be with you; I am here; be in My Light;

(Doubts again! My mind just can’t get used to all this!)

Please name yourself.

Yahweh; listen to Me:

I have waited for your legislatures to change and I have been watching you closely; I have been listening to your bleak leagues; I kept silent for quite some time delaying My urge of flaring up against you!

I’m confused! Is it You, Lord?

(It was the first time I heard God so angry.)

I Am; listen to Me; since I regard you as precious and since I love you all, I want to wake you up; I want you to realise where you are heading to;

(I was still confused…)

all relationships between fathers and children do have times of reasoning, accept My Message; 1 hear Me: have you not understood? have you not yet seen My signs? do you not know how I work? listen, listen to the cries of the dead you have slain and the innocents’ blood2 you use as pools to quench your thirst and water your desolate lands; for how long should I keep Myself in check? I turn away My Eyes, the sight of your deeds revolt Me…

I groan with pain to have to watch you, you, My own children, turning into murderers! hear Me: is it because you believe that I, God, am not? you have made liars of My prophets3 to justify your actions of destruction, lust and greed; O how blind and deaf you have become; fastidious towards Me and to what I have given you; disbelieving My Word, blaspheming My Word; you have turned against Me and your hearts have turned into stone; your ears you have waxed and your eyes you tore out, rather than letting them see the Truth; wicked you have become, ignoring My blessings, feeding yourselves upon vipers…

I have been listening attentively but I have not yet heard your cry of repentance… no one repents of wickedness; you are burdening Me with your wickedness, you are rebelling against Me; tell Me: for how long am I to keep Myself silent? sons and daughters, raise your eyes and look at Me; cease in doing evil, come back to Me, do not reject My Call; I am Holy, I am Holy, I am your hope of cure; so stand up and use your limbs to walk with Me, your eyes to see the Way, your ears to hear My Call, your heart to understand that I am Father;

I heal; I will heal your eyes that you have cast out, to make you see the Truth, and My Hand that is stretched out for you, to lift you to Me; I am your Eternal Father, come and rest in Me, and you will feel the Love I have for you and the Peace I can give you;

1 Heb. 12:5-8: ”Have you forgotten that encouraging text in which you are addressed as sons? – ’My son, do not scorn correction from the Lord, do not resent His training, for the Lord trains those He loves and chastises every son He accepts’ (Pr 3:11-12). Perseverance is part of your training. God is teaching you as his sons. Has there ever been any son whose father did not train him? If you were not getting this training, as all of you are, then you would not be sons but bastards.”
2 Aborted children.
3 God’s Voice sounded bitter.